Life.

Sometimes you have to make a few changes in life to make it better.
If it's good for you, go ahead. Don't be scared. People will judge, all the time. Just ignore that.
If you think too much about what others might think about you, it will bring you nowhere.

In certain cases, I'm trying to be heartless. 
People will say this, people will say that, that's shit!

I do whatever I want, even if I'm alone, I'm okay with that. Some people said that it's weird to go out alone, so what? Like I care. You guys are missing out the "freedom". Pity you. I'm trying to not to be a spoil brat, which I don't think I am. I'm trying to be very independent in everything, as much as i can. 

Your family, your bestfriends, your love and others will not be by your side all the time. Even if they said they will, trust me, most of the time it's not gonna happen. So try to manage and do things on your own, then somehow you will realize how awesome you are.

Sometimes, if you're not spending your time alone, you missed the chance to observe your surrounding, you care less on some things that need your attention and etc. And the most important thing, you missed the one-on-one session with God. Sometimes, being alone is just fine. But not all the time coz talking to the wall is useless.

I'm forcing myself to make few changes in my life. Hari ni aku rasa nak kahwin, esok lusa aku rasa tak nak kahwin. Second thought always confused me. I hate that.

How many time that i used the word sometimes in this post?

Sincerely,
ALIA