Selangkah menghampiri = One step closer

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66 days to go.

Sincerely,
ALIA

Hi 2013.

Hello.
Yes,i'm still alive.

Sincerely,
ALIA

3 months ago.

3 months ago,exactly on the same date which is 28th sept 2012,i've made a biggest decision in my life.
No no,it's not about marrying someone,not yet.
On that day,i've decided to hand in my resignation letter with 3 months notice. Then everyone was asking,what i wanna do next? I said, i wanna run my own business. That's my dream, all the time. I mean, running a business as my fulltime job.

I'm not confident enough with my decision, still, until now, but i need to give a try or else i wouldn't know the result.

"That's always a possibility right? That's the beauty of risk. The reward could actually be worth it". - Thought Catalog

Now, me and my bestfriend Ecah are in the middle of launching our own brand. We're partners. InsyaAllah, few more days. At first i wanna do on my own, later after she told me that she wanna sell stuff online, so hey, let's combine our business into one! Yeah,here we go!

I have to pay the bills, my car, house rental and few other bills, so i need to work super hard, try any possible ways to find my own money. And i'm planning to find any part time job nearby here. Kindergarten teacher or tuition teacher sound interesting to me! :D

I'm still gonna make beadxels. Plus baking (cookies and cakes) & sewing (InsyaAllah). Heard that Jakel is having year end sales, a MUST GO place before 2013!

Guys, pray for me and wish me luck.
:)

Today is my last day working here (Pocketpixel). I'm gonna miss the crazy people in this office. Not to forget, the super comfy bean bag and this macbook. (can i just keep it guys? ) :P

Sincerely,
ALIA

It's me.

" I have friends that believe there is no point in dating someone if you’re not going to marry them. " - Thought Catalog

Yes it's me. I believe in that.

Sincerely,
ALIA

+10000000000000

"Kadang kadang bila kita minta sesuatu utk dimiliki pada Tuhan dan diberi hint itu bukan terbaik utk kita, mungkin dah tiba masa minta miliki hati yang Redha & minta hanya yang terbaik dariNYA."

-Dena Bahrin-

Yes,istikharah.

Sincerely,
ALIA

Disember dah.

Sampai bila nak hidup macam ni?

Sincerely,
ALIA

Hey it's me again.

Yes i'm back.
Almost 3 weeks without any update (mcm ada orang baca), just don't feel like typing anything here.

Btw, congratz to my best friend Ciksal for the newborn baby girl! She must be as beautiful as you when she grows up in future. :D Selamat berjaga malam he he he..

I desperately need a sewing machine.

Exactly 30 days from now, everything will change.

Sincerely,
ALIA

Lesson in life.

Grass is greener on the other side,but maybe we should've just stay to prove that we're strong enough to face all the challenge in our life.

I hope there's something great for me in future. I just need to be patience.

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu (lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, dimedan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah, supaya kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).  (Ali 'Imran: 200)

Sincerely,
ALIA

3rd November 2012.

Yes,I'm 23 years and 2 days old now.
Well,nothing is changing,just the same as the normal days.
If this is my last birthday,I can say that this is my worst birthday ever.
It was raining the whole day, event was sucks, no celebration,no one to celebrate with. So I had my lonely dinner alone on my birthday.

Life goes on.

I hope this is not my last birthday.

I hope.

Happy belated 23rd birthday to me.

Sincerely,
ALIA

Sebelum 23 tahun.

I guess someone has no idea what to buy for me as my birthday present this year.

XX: Birthday kali ni nak hadiah ape?
Me: I want a husband,can?


KAHKAHKAH,sapa suruh tanya soalan cepucemas macam tu.

Peace no war.
:P

Sincerely,
ALIA

November 2012.

Less than 2 months. 58 days to go. I am ready to face the challenge. InsyaAllah.

Sincerely,
ALIA

Very inspiring.

I stumbled upon Pinterest (yes not so new social network,if you don't know what it is, go do your reaserch now!).

So yeah,challenge accepted!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Sicerely,
ALIA

Mati.

"Kawan.. kita tak tahu bila, bagaimana, dan di mana kita diambil pergi,  mungkin hari ini, mungkin esok atau lusa. Semua rahsia Allah, yang perlu.. usaha kena ada untuk buat hari ini lebih dari semalam, kawan, doakan bersama.. semoga gapai redha Allah hingga akhir usia.." http://inan-naurah.blogspot.com

"Dan segeralah kamu kepada (mengerjakan amal-amal yang baik untuk mendapat) keampunan dari Tuhan kamu, dan (mendapat) Syurga yang bidangnya seluas segala langit dan bumi, yang disediakan bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa."  [Surah al-'Imraan; 33]

"..dan kesudahan yang baik adalah bagi orang yang bertakwa.."

Selama kita hidup,apa yang kita dah buat sebagai persediaan untuk hari akhirat?

Sincerely,

ALIA

Simpan atau tidak.

For me,not everything is worth sharing to the public. For certain things,it's better if you just keep it to yourself. Tak perlu la semua benda nak kongsi, semua orang tak nak tahu semua benda pasal kita pun.

From now on,learn to share everything with God (Allah SWT). A Great listener. Even you will not get instant reply, trust me, He listens to everything, yes, EVERYTHING.

Ada orang mengaku dia pendengar yang bagus, selalu ada dengan kita, please jangan percaya (kalau suami isteri tu lain cerita la), kata-kata nak sedapkan hati je tu. Aku pilih untuk jadi semakin berahsia dengan sesiapa, semua tanggung sendiri. Kalau ada yang sudi membantu tanpa dipinta itu dah cukup buat aku tersenyum.

#Dua tiga hari lepas aku mimpi. Ada orang aku tak kenal datang merisik, lepastu aku terima dan kahwin.

Sincerely,
ALIA

You.

Aku kalau tengok orang lelaki pegang rokok/tengah hisap rokok,walaupun dalam gambar,masa tu jugak aku rasa nak humban laptop luar tingkap. Rasa nak bunuh orang pun ada. Kalau depan-depan aku bayangkan aku pergi siku kepala dia.

Tak payah la cakap dengan aku rokok tu tak haram,bergantung pada situasi si perokok dan blablabla. Kalau dah haram tu haram la,dah terang-terangan menjejaskan kesihatan. Tu pun masih nak pertahankan lagi?

Aku lempang 10 juta kali baru tahu.

Benci gila aku!

Sincerely,
ALIA

Next in line.

Decision has been made 1 week ago.

Attended gMalaysia event last week,most talks were about Marketing & Business. Got a spot for a special lunch,limited to 20 people only. Some of them are expert in business/sales/marketing and some are newbies. When i told them i'm doing a part time business with my friends for almost 2 years already,they said,"good job,keep on doing it". Another thing,start from now!

Next year is going to be a fresh start for me,insyaAllah. I think i have made a decision that will totally change my whole life (oh plis,this have nothing to do with marriage,okay not for now). I do asked for advice from some people around me,no one said that i should stop,they said,"Do whatever you like,good decision". Thanks guys,i'm blessed.

Waiting for december is too long,pleaseee comes faster. They expect me to come to work and do my job/task when nothing is moving,memang tak ah aku semangat nak datang keje,gila!

Sincerely,
ALIA

Hidup sekarang.

Bangun pagi pergi kerja,petang balik kerja terus balik rumah,berkurung dalam bilik.
Kene bersosial sikit ni. Cari kawan baru.

Yang Benar,
ALIA

Kerja.

Kerja aku adalah cari kerja.

Ye,aku tengah cari kerja baru sekarang.

Ada rasa nak buat bisnes full time, tapi aku rase untuk sekarang aku bukan "a risk taker".

Sincerely,

Si Pencari Kerja

Conversation.

A conversation needs a proper ending, might as well I just talked to the wall rather than talking to a human that gave me no ending.

But again, God is always there for us.

I need a vacation! Urghhhhh!

Sincerely,
ALIA

Human can be an evil.

You created a mess, and you didn't fixed it. Such a shame on you.
I hope this is the last.

#Should i seriously start doing my own business now?

Sincerely,
ALIA